"I…can’t.." Her knees felt weak and she slowly sat down to prevent herself from hitting to the ground. "I…always say I would like to kill Alex but…I never mean it. He..he is a jerk but… He never left me, no matter what I do. I cannot…no, it’s impossible for me to live without him. He is more than just a loved one to me."
"For Ciel.. he helped me to survive. He was the one who saw the worst of me, yet, he accepted me. I owe him my life and I can’t take his no matter what happens… He was wrong to let me live and I won’t let him pay for this mistake in such a harsh way. And he is so young, there is a long life ahead of him. I will never take it away. No…"
"But.. Sasori.. Oh dear.." She could feel her cheeks painted with red. "I..respect him and love him more than anyone else in this world. He has a special place in my heart and I can’t afford to lose him. I can’t..carry the weight of losing him, killing him with my own hands. I need him to survive, I can’t let anyone, even myself, to hurt him. Also his country needs him. I should not be selfish when I had to choose between…my beloveds but… No, I would never hurt him."
"To sum up, I am not even considering killing Sasori. And, to be honest, I can’t take Ciel’s life. It..it means.." She covered her face in shame as she burst into tears. "I would die no matter who I choose to… So… I would… choose
Alex. But I would follow him afterwards since I would have no reason to live.”
"If you ask me, I don’t even care about anyone but Sasori so it doesn’t really matter who I kill. Minding Emily’s feelings, I would choose to kill Ciel since Alex would be enough to keep her alive. She could not bear Alex’s absence while Ciel’s would only hurt her badly. So, you know, Ciel is dead if it comes to that situation.”
P.S: You know what post-torturing Emily would choose so I am keeping it to myself XD